Recently, I am getting more tired mentally, as things doesn't go the way I want it to. And the worse part is that I can't do anything more about it, other than accepting the fact that I had exhausted whatever options I could. Only thing left that i can do is, leaving things as it is, and hope things work out somehow.
maybe this is a life lesson to me, that whatever we do is futile, and should leave things to their natural course.
Maybe someone better will come my way, or maybe getting out of the place will materialise, or maybe get to the realization that no matter where I go, I am still me (nothing changes unless I change myself).