Although i am not a religious person, for people who know me. I believe in something called 'Karma'. No idea what religion it's supposed to come from. Might sound kinda strange, but it's something that i try to live with. Allow me to give an attempt to explain the concept, i believe it's a variation of something else. Or maybe i just mixed it up with something else.
This is not meant as a religious post, it's just a writing down of my way of thinking. Strange as it is. Thus with my poor command of words, and as words itself are not able to fully explain the concept properly, i begin this post.
Thus, skip the post, if needed. It's a very "me, me, me" post. So pardon the grammar, or maybe the damnable way i writes.
p.s. Added principals after thinking about it.
- Concept -
I was 'told', when young. Actually children are born to return their 'debts' owned to their parents in their previous life. If the 'debt' is not returned in full within their lifetime, the process will recur until the 'payment' is made in full. It's almost akin to life's lessons, some 'lessons' keep coming in the different variations until you learn the lesson that's supposed to be learnt.
And since nobody knows how much it's supposed to be, but it's better to be safe than sorry right? Therefore, i 'solve' every problem that i can, regarding my family. Thus, i am a relatively easily contented person, or so i hope.
- End Concept -
- Principal -
As a matter of principals, i don't lie, or as far as i can. Having lied too much during young, i find lying to be 'wrong' morally. My morals are kinda conservative at times. Trust is a commodity, i believe, that is already far too rare in this world that we live in. i do my part to try to make things work out.
As much as i can, as long as it's within my power, i will offer whatever help i can give to people that i am 'ok' with. I don't believe in "forcing people to accept my help", as i think help is something that should not be forced on people unwillingly.
I do have a 'slight' problem with unsolicited people(some relatives, or some is acquaintance from work) though, who wants me to help them with computers. I help out if i can, but most of the time, ends up being taken for granted(most likely having a very short notice, and burning of the amount of time being consumed to solve the problem. It seems to me that i am largely 'forgotten' until the day something went wrong with the computer. Nowadays i do try not to, pleading time constraints.
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