Time crawl/flies...Random rants...

Well, been plagued by thoughts nowadays. Sometimes i juz wish that i can juz slow down the time when i am enjoying myself, and fast forward the monotonus parts of life. It's like, the lull period is getting to me, in a bad way that is. It's always the case when my finances hit rock bottom, again. Actually i managed to settle the next month's housing payment. But as i have lent my fren, the particular sum of money, that i actually have alot of freaking headaches trying to make ends meet. It dun help at all when i submitted my timesheet slightly later than usual. Damn. Mayb i shld start to be a 'penny pincher', wait a min, dun think it will work out though.

The toy that i ordered from japan is finally here. The funny part is that the delivery actually came before afternoon, when there's absolutely no one around in the house. Well, i got the receipt. Gotta call and collect it by tomorrow.=) i juz can't wait. Anticipation always did cause me to lose sleep, as my mind runs wild on its own accord. It's actually something that i did on a moment of impulse. Well, mayb juz look at it as something that i have gotta, for the few years that i have worked. The number 0 in my bank acct ain't tat encouraging as it is.

Managed to order my coffeebean sampler online, before the points expired. Somehow or rather, i managed to spend at least 200+ worth of drinks at coffeebean, really wondered how i did it at all. Tik roughly juz take 200/5 = 40 cuppa coffee? OMG...


Always have this thought that i dun really have much time left, pangs of mortality ba. Quote -> "and i thought I'd live forever, but now i'm not so sure." Time to start giving my 110% in, and expecting 0% back. Time to plan to study, fill up my time to the utmost ba. Evidently, which will result in that i will have 'nothing'(cash) left to spare. The price that i will pay. Resigned to fate life.