Reminded...

tik this entry is abit strange coming from me...Kinda incoherent as a matter of fact....Guess it's the late nites...

Met up with my 5th4th uncle and aunty from my dad's side last sun. Had this realisation that my 4th uncle have this similar 'look' as my dad. One that previously i never never did realise before. They got this same feel to it, really really reminded me of my dad(almost like an splitting image). We(My uncle & i) dun really meet often, as a matter of fact. I remember the last time i met him, is more like 2 years back. Strangely, He's the onli uncle from my dad side, which maintained speaking relations with my dad. It's my dad, who's had a very big attitude towards his family(my grandma side). He never did get along well with his brothers and sisters, i rem he's the 2nd male son ba(or is it the 1st?).

I never did have very good relations with my dad, as what other ppl can see. He with his attitude, me having inherited it. Strangely enuff, he favored my older sis, after my older bro passed away. i was never in his consideration, from as far as i know it. But one thing surprised me though, he gave in to my request for my first computer as it is. At that time, a computer costs quite an amount. i hate to say this, but i do owe him big time for this. i did love him lots, in my own way. Although the expressing part is way different from the norm out there. We had our fights, but we do get over it, somehow. We have our highs and lows, and we both dun talk about it. We might look like we are at war, but it's always because that he cared about me and me being not convinced by his methods.

Truth to say, I kinda missed having him ard now and then. He's the kind that will learn things firsthand, look after people, complaining about it, never jump to conclusions, yet standing up for his beliefs. Some of his beliefs are kinda weird though, i will strongly advise not to try it. Some of them i practised, some nope. but yes, i do love my dad and i missed him lots.