Thursday, January 06, 2005

Ramblings...

First i gotta say "Sorry" regarding the previous post. It's so...Not ME... Random outbursts are really not my style. It's juz so annoying irritating to see people all over, keep repeating the same thing(Dun they get sick or it?). Ain't there other things to talk about? For example, the tried and proven, the weather..? Or even their lifes??? So many incidents happening all around us, i know it's very insensitive of me for not behaving like the sheeps masses. Maybe i ran out of those compassion for others, especially when there's so many people asking for help. One month, one blood-sucking charity organisation. Another month, another blood-sucking charity organisation. Some people donate for the sake of lookin good to others, is that real compassion? Who am i to judge others anyway, since i a'int no saint myself. I did my fair share of wrongdoings. Things that i believed that it should be buried and forgotten.

So a new year have arrived, a new beginning from a 2004 which have grossly greatly overstayed it's welcome. Guess it's time to wipe the slate clean, to start everything from the beginning again. Forget everything that people have slighted me, forgiving is a whole darn lot easier than forgetting. This is the year which i have to start thinking about everything, and start planning for everything. Been putting it off long enough, finding excuses every now and then, justifying the dragging of my feet.

Paying back my dues

Been doing the paying back of my dues ever since i went into NS. 2 1/2 years juz like that, and now going to waste another 2 weeks for reservist. What's up with the stupid government place anyway..? Economy picking up, my foot. Sighz. Gotta waste another 2 weeks there ehz? Wasting time there is ok, it's onli that having nothing to stimulate the mind. Not using it would leave the brain to rot.

Would be heading for reservist later in the day, hopefully would b able to settle everything. And get out of the place in one whole piece. It's a 2 weeks thing...sighz...How bad can it really get..?
Would try to keep this updated. Take care ppl.