Had my x'mas day spent meeting up wif some of my frens. Met up wif them after dinner, went for some pool playing and have some late nite supper. Was actually planning to laze around, esp when it's already X'mas day(where ppl are tired for the late nite partying the previous night before). But after one of them remembering that i have my b'day the next day, they wanted me to come out(for some obscure reason ~ I believe is to torture me...). I really appreciate them calling me out, esp when i am a (close?) fren to them. Most probably is because i hang out with them more often. Got a present from them, which i seriously object to them spending that kind of money(Luckily they shared the present). I would rather they save their money up for other stuff(Esp when knowing the situation they all were in). Thanks again guys, would remember this few days. It's been the long awaited sunshine after all those depressing stuff in my life. Hopefully the sunshine would last for a while. Even the disappointment from a cancelled meeting up(which i looked forward towards, even when i sound like i dreaded it...), seems to fade some.
It's kinda amazing that having no contact between frens will result. Some of my frens which i din contact much, mainly is becuz there's really nothing to tok to them(It's a different wavelength kinda thing). It's kinda hard to talk about stuff when we have diff group of frens, diff interest, in short...dun have much in common with them. Work-wise, nothing to talk about(Listen to...Yes...Talk about...No...). Heard there's been something in the air, but think act blur about it is better that way, they will talk about it if they want(no point prying into other affairs). See how it goes, i guess. (Guys, if i din contact ya all. It's juz that i am lazy, anything u nid to look for me, juz drop me a ring...)
Heard from my other fren that we and them lives in different worlds. They live in a contented world, where everything to them is ok.Combination of the poor pay and troublesome work, they are ok with it. They seemed to be so contented with their station in life that, seems to me, they dun seem to want any change in their current job. All they wanted is to pass thru the motions, and juz get thru life juz like that. It's not as though they are living, like ppl. It's like they are juz being caught up in the system, and juz work like the rest of the 'sheeps'... Amazingly, they dun seem to think of it that way. Sighz.
"Juz a fren", words that really struck a chord in me. Simple words that carries a whole damn lot of meaning. But then, since anyone can be juz a fren. I think i better juz keep minding my own business. Helping others is ok, but sometimes gotta see whether is it worth the trouble to go the extra mile(esp when people juz take u for granted). Instead of being taken for granted, why not spend my time doing those stuff that i liked. Being alone would let me have quite a lot of time on my hands. Guess it's time i pack up my life and throw everything out of the window. Tons of things to read, tons of things to do, tons of things to learn and tons of things to practice. Sighz. Guess life is really that short. Now 24 hrs seems to be too short already.