Been having quite abit of happening in my life as it is. Sorting out my finances is a challenge, transformed my room into a partial storeroom, the maddening rush at work, the school assignment deadlines and neglecting my guitar. I know this sounds incoherent, but although albeit rarely, i need an outlet to vent.
I do not expect people to understand why i did, what i did. Nor does it really matter to me, the acceptance of other people. What really matters is, that i did what i could in the circumstances. Given a choice in the matters, I made a choice, so I pay the price gladly.
Given the amount of time i have is rather limited, i do try to spend with people. But it is just so, that over time, I have the tendency to drift away from people who I cared about. Unfortunately.