Saturday, January 29, 2011

Saturdays... Thankful (3)

Always felt that i ain't worthy to seek God's graces. So when the question was popped, i was kinda nervous. But as i was explained the reasoning behind it, i understood more of what it actually meant. It's a gift that's meant to be shared.

I have no idea whether did i feel an urging, or am i simply lying. Is it real or is it not? I have doubts myself. I wouldn't want it to be a lie, cuz i promised myself to be truthful to everybody. The peace of mind that i felt, is still there. Of which i am very thankful of. I am thankful for the opportunity to learn to love the people that i have around me, once i revised the lessons that i am supposed to learn.

Somehow or rather, i still felt that i am short-changing God.=/ Although i know that he love us for who we are, I just feel that it's not right that he got the short end of the stick. Agape Love, something i haven't gotta it figured out yet.

1. Thankful for my mum buying breakfast when I just feel so tired
2. Thankful for the early downpour, which is just so condusive to zzz
3. Thankful for ironing out issues for the luggage, one less thing to worry about.
4. Thankful for unable to find the plastic box that i thought that i needed to compensate my mum for the luggage, but well, alternatives to be sought.
5. Thankful for the people i get to know at hope.
6. Thankful for the peace and calm i felt in my life currently. it's so amazing, i tell ya, that i believe nothing will shake me up again.
7. Thankful for the people that i have around me, thanks for accepting me as i am. Although i am not exactly a chatty person, but well, thanks for understanding??
8. Thankful for getting my pay today, festive advance. =D
9. Thankful for a miscommunication, volunteered my plastic bag to junwei to take cover in the rain, In the end, he found an umbrella in the rubbish bin. Is it me or him? We used that for the short sheltering in the rain.
10. Thankful to hear the song sung by huimin, before i left for home. Definitely a dear sister that i am glad to have.