Most of the time, I don't have the tendency to speak my mind, no matter the situation. During work meetings, in front of people that i might care for, in front of the girl that i like, no matter what.(i did confess on one point in my life though.) Although the argument is that, how will i know the results, if i didn't try in the 1st place..? Maybe i am just 'afraid' of being rejected? Or just tired of even trying...
The negativity is gnawing at me.
On a lighter note, i found this old song from my old harddisk, guess things will pick up after this...Since it can't get any worst?
"Up!" - Shania Twain
It's 'bout as bad as it could be
Seems everybody's buggin' me
Like nothing wants to go my way--
yeah, it just ain't been my day
Nothin's comin' easily
Even my skin is acting weird
I wish that I could grow a beard
Then I could cover up my spots
not play connect the dots
I just wanna disappear
[Chorus:]
Up--up--up--
Can only go up from here
Up--up--up--Up
where the clouds gonna clear
Up--up--up--
There's no way but up from here
Even something as simple as
Forgettin' to fill up on gas
There ain't no explanation why--
things like that can make you cry
Just gotta learn to have a laugh
[Repeat Chorus]
Oh yeah, yeah, yeah...
When everything is goin' wrong
Don't worry, it won't last for long
Yeah, it's all gonna come around
Don't go let it get you down
You gotta keep on holding on
It's 'bout as bad as it could be
Seems everybody's buggin' me
Like nothing want to go my way--
yeah, it just ain't been my day
Nothin's comin' easily
[Repeat Chorus]
Oh-- I'm going up [4x]
Oh yeah, yeah, yeah...