It's something short of "heart pain", when you finally waited for the long due payday. And realised that aside from the things that were budgeted, the rest is GONE by the next day. This is a very bad month for me(financial-wise), hope it's a short one though.
On a lighter note, my passion for the japanese language has been rekindled, by a song. The song, which is my current rave. No idea how long it may last though, most probably have to pick up the language from what i still remember. What's left is, if my budget allows room for it though. Sigh. This time round, definitely will be different than the previous time. This will be a test of my perseverance, the one test which i wouldn't lose, no more.
Currently, still having the "feel good" feelings inspired by the song. Hope can last thru the year...=)
p.s. Updated the last post of 2006. Finally...