Had slight sniffles in the morn till afternoon, well, mayb i am coming down with something... but well, managed to breathe normally in the evenings...i juz REFUSE go down... not when it's a fri evening with the rest of the weekends waiting for me(not tat i got anything to do on it, except for sleeping?)...
Met up wif my insurance agent, to get my cpf investment done up. Well, she's a ex-poly mate of mine, so acc her to walk abit before she goes to lesson. Got the feeling of being kinda worn-out even before i met her, mayb i had spent too much time(weeks?) thinking about how to deal wif my finances, the house all those stuff. Darn, i am being worn-out mentally before i even dealt wif the problem physically. The problem lies in me, as i tend to want to rush things to get the results i wanted. But life aint that simple, cuz it dun really goes the way u wanted it to be. Like for example, i opened a CPF-investment bank acct this afternoon(thinking that it's like 10-20 mins affair, pop in...zip out...). It din really gone the way i expected. As just the waiting time took me 45+ mins. And although i got the acct number, the officer there, advised me not to do any transactions until i got the official mail from the bank(3 working days, tat is).
It throughly ruined my plans, thinking to get the bank acct and the application for the cpf investment within the same day. I juz assumed that the process is immediate, and i was wrong. At least i learnt something about planning stuff. That is, to be prepared for last min glitches, rather than planning to the exact mins. So when i asked my agent for the time needed for the application to go thru(might be 5 days, i heard), i was not surprised at all. Looks like i gotta get the form for the house filled up within the week, cuz if i din estimate wrongly, the week after the nxt shld be a good time to get the house settled.
Was planning to get my standing mirror($35.6) from taka during the late evenings, so as to bring the mirror directly home. But alas, the display was the last piece available. The sales asst asked me whether i want to get that, or order one in... Well, it's an obvious choice aint it..? Might need a week for the fone call though. It's not as though i am urgently needing the mirror(cant eat mirrors anyway..). It's something that i wanted to get done, and since it's on promo, might as well settle it.
Mayb my fren was right... i is lack of love...=X
Status : worn-out, tired to the bone, jaded...
Soul Asylum - Runaway Train
Call you up in the middle of the night
Like a firefly without a light
You were there like a blow torch burnin
I was a key that could use a little turnin
So tired that i couldn't even sleep
So many secrets i couldn't keep
Promised myself i wouldn't weep
One more promise i couldn't keep
It seems no one can help me now
I'm in too deep
There's no way out
This time i have really led myself astray
Runaway train never goin' back
Wrong way on a one way track
Seems like i should be getting somewhere
Somehow i'm neither here nor there
Can you help me remember how to smile
Make it somehow all seem worthwhile
How on earth did i get so jaded
Life's mystery seems so faded
I can go where no one else can go
I know what no one else knows
Here i am just drownin' in the rain
With a ticket for a runaway train
And everything seems cut and dry
Day and night, earth and sky
Somehow i just don't believe it
Runaway train never goin' back
Wrong way on a one way track
Seems like i should be getting somewhere
Somehow i'm neither here nor there
Bought a ticket for a runaway train
Like a madman laughin' at the rain
Little outta touch, little insane
Just easier than dealin with the pain
Runaway train never goin' back
Wrong way on a one way track
Seems like i should be getting somewhere
Somehow i'm neither here nor there
Runaway train never comin' back
Runaway train tearin' up the track
Runaway train burnin' in my veins
I runaway but it always seems the same