Countless times, the thot have crossed my mind. i really need a break for once, forgetting everything. Reality is really never fun, as it is..i got my share of shock well enuff, always had a boulder thrown my way. As always, it's so damn hard to hold to my resolve, trying to look at the bright side of 'life'. I am definitely -ve at heart. When things are going too well for me, i tend to brace myself for the worst. There's always an anti-climax period for me, after every high that i get.
tik this is a problem of mine, something that need to get addressed a.s.a.p though. Sighz.