Been thinkin abit on fri. It all started when i went down to acid, on fri nite. At first i was juz thinking to go down, take a look and see whether to stay awhile or not, mayb have a drink there if possible. But as i reached there quite late, i din really held any hope of finding any place available. It was after being there for a few mins, then there's an available seat available, which is by the wall again. The previous seat that i have sat before, when i was there alone the first time.
It din really hit me until i realise that i was thinking abt something from the past, during the time tat i was nursing my drink to last a while. it was then that i realise that i was constantly surrounded by lonliness. No matter where i am, most of the time i am alone.
i actually suspected that the reason that i like goin to acid is becuz that i want to have the joy of having ppl around me. Or maybe juz shake off the lonely feeling? Or mayb juz having a place to relax, and mayb think if needed?