Been procatinating of late, many things, is juz left at the back of my mind. Seemly having alot of things needing to think about. As always, my mind juz goes 'blank' on me. Having my pay being credited in helps, only that it's not tat often that i am spending it away juz within a day. From the whole amount, at the end of the day, i have only left around less than 20% left. All the money being spent on Hp bills, internet bills, utilites, house payment, loans from fren all tat. It's rather surprising when there aint enough to go around in the first place. The future looks rather bleak to me...At this rate that it's goin, most probably i have to plan for the house, on who to pay what in it. It's really not tat simple to have a house up and running. Having just the expenses, really makes me feel that the amount that i earn, really aint enuff for anything that i wanna do.
And being the one who have to manage all this things, really make me feel that i can't be without a job. Too many things to pay off, too many things to think about. My future, or the lack of it. Studies is another sore topic, as it is. When will i have enuff dough to get what i needed, done..?