Wednesday, January 04, 2006

Times like this...

It's at times like this tat i feel 'lost'...Whether am i doin what i really wanted...or simply juz following other ppl footsteps...Whether am i still the same as usual, or trying to be different..? There are juz so much stuff that i gotta start doin...onli juz that can't find the motivational factor to put my all into it. Multi-tasking aint my cuppa of coffee, as it doesn't get my things done at all.

First day back at work, aka first day of sch reopening...Keeping myself occupied, makes spending the day a very very short affair. One blink of the eye = lunch, another blink = 3 o'clock+, another blink = 5.30+...It's really easy to get me engrossed in stuff, juz like tat.

Found that i do really lack of exercise, for one. Will be starting to get some exercise routine worked out, slowly picking up the pace ba. Most probably will be taking some time off from internet also, juz do some parking i guess, since there's aint tat much ppl messenging me anyway. As some of them might say, it's my choice of frens...or watsoever...I have nothing to say to those kind of passing statements, kinda no point...What i would say is..."say whatever u want", "believe whatever u want to", it's your life and i would want to live my life my own way, thank you.

Here, i would like to apologize to those ppl who misunderstood my msn nicks, some which are so very the vague. Actually it's for those selected few persons, which might/might not be online at that particular time. I juz felt the need to do some rants. Those of u who have known me better, most probably will be able to guess whom that i am referring to. I am getting over it already, sorry for giving u all those misunderstandings. As long as ppl dun make me look like an ass, most of the time, i am very very patient. i will be more precise next time, instead of being so vague. Juz wondering what kind of spin-offs will there be, for this time round.
p.s. Whatever will be, will be. Que Sera, Sera.