Monday, February 14, 2005

Feeling the Loneliness...

It's been so long since i ever felt tis kind of loneliness, and it's v day somemore. It's only been one morning since we last seen each other. Tis unimagineable loneliness, how to take it...It ain't normal, could it been LOVE?? After seeing each other for a year plus, suddenly not seeing each other, seems kinda strange for me.

Oh ya, i am referring to tat dog(Gatsby) of my older sis. Who's actually being deported back to my older sis new house..=)

Getting more and more bo liaoz as time goes by i guess. Actually was having some peace and quiet for the first time in many days, cuz it's like that crazy Gatsby would only cut down the volume when my sis is ard(which unfortunately is getting lesser and lesser). Although i hate to say it, but that Gatsby is rather clever(unfortunately) and very good at acting blur(and i mean VERY GOOD).

For many times, which my sis take Gatsby to the trainer for training all that. He's very obedient(which i suspects is the presence of my sis, as the matter of fact). But once he come home, and my older sis is not ard. He's like totally ignore the commands given by my younger sis. And my mum, who at first is objected to Gatsby presence in our house, actually adores him more than me. *sweats* Giving him those treats arhz, giving him blankets all tat. I mean, how fair is tat?

Currently, i believe that Gatsby will listen to my mum more, esp wif all the sweets that my mum gives him(think it's all gonna last till the apples run out)...It's not tat hard to pacify him. He mainly want more attention thats all. Another attention grabber.o_O" Juz that somehow or rather, he's more noisy when someone's at home. When there's no ppl in the house, he's rather quiet. I gotta need the peace and quiet for more sleep, esp when the stretch of new year all that is really taking up all my sleeping time. Suay Suay kanna standby somemore for the stretch of new year's weekend.

Arghz, how bad can it get? It's actually quite ok, since i dun have much activities during that stretch. But it's kinda distracting to have those kind of thots on ur mind when i juz wanted to go sleep more. How to sleep like tat? Hopefully can survive on the lack of sleep till the coming weekend. And sleep till there's no tomorrow.