Been having deep thoughts again, about living, life, work, family. In short, everything. Death is the most thought of thing in my mind. When death happens to someone, what will be left? Will that particular someone be remembered? Or will he be forgotten, just like that. Sometimes, i really wonder about whether i will be remembered if i should just disappear like that. Guess not, it's not as though i made a major impact in anyone's life. Life is really short, as a matter of fact. No one knows what will cards will fate deal us next. Having seen it in action twice, made me feel very jaded. It's like anyone can just leave just like that, without any warning. Guess i really thought too much...
After a relaxing weekend, with friday night spent at the esplanade. Enjoying an hour plus, over a small bottle of red wine. Relaxing by myself, guess that's the best way to enjoy. Luckily my frens last min cancelled the meeting, or else i guess i wouldn't thought of enjoying it that way. It's the first time i did it like that, but i think it's a very good way. For me to get in my thoughts, get myself all sorted out. Especially after a whole day of work.
Saturday. Spent quite some time sleeping i guess, must be the liquor. By the time i woke up, it's already early afternoon. Went online to find people to chat, actually was planning to meet my fren in the evening, for dinner all that. In the end, he cancelled the meeting. Saying that he's broke all that. It's kinda ok wif me, as it's not as though we got something important to meet up for. In the end, my best fren as a matter of fact, asked me to meet him. Soon after that, my fren who's b'day was on the day itself, asked me to join her for dinner. Kinda strange, esp when one min, no plans in sight. Another min, got 2 of them jio-in me out. In the end, as i arranged to meet my best fren, so no choice, have to let her know that i am not meeting her. Went to walk around after meeting, introduced him to a japanese resturant that i am very satisfied with. Most of the stuff there's ala carte. So in the end, i spent around 70+... Juz for the meal. After that, was desserts. Intending for some Coffee Club Express, which is very so darn crowded, we settled for some Cafe Cartel at the Raffles Shopping Centre. Had quite a long talk there, amazingly after so long of not meeting, we still managed to be able to talk to one another. Relating our stuffs. Guess that's why we managed to still keep in contact. Some frens are really rare and far between, those that i can really depend on when i am down and out. Guess i better thank my lucky star, sun, moon or whatever for what i have currently.