First Day & Nite
Spent most of the morning doing absolutely nothing, except slacking around and canteen breaks. Everyone is too bored, until it's kinda scary. First time spent some quality time on the bed(sleeping, obviously...) in the bunk. Around 3 in the afternoon, found out that i gotta drive one of the recovery vehicle out to support the stupid exercise... *Damn..* Went around almost everywhere, juz to get the vehicle prepared, stores to be drawn, juz to get the vehicle "ready to move out". Meanwhile where everyone is relaxing in the bunks, having their dinner... Juz when we managed to get everything ready before we move out, one of them(officers)after discussing amongst themselves, decided that my recovery vehicle is not to go out after all. Totally wasting all our time and effort. Why can't they juz decide on what to do and what not to do...?
After wasting all our efforts, we still have to follow them out to outfield. First site, at lentor(somewhere in yishun/ang mo kio that area). Went there quite late, as there's some "dragging of the feet" as usual... Although we went over before 12 midnite. Din managed to get any sleep, cuz of the cold winds there(no shelter provided...). After that is do this and that stupid things again. Total waste of perfectly good sleeping time.
Second Day & Nite
Spent the day doing some stupid drill again. Consisted of running here and there with SBO, helmet and weapon. Managed to get by the day without any rain coming down from the skies. Expecting it to end earlier, we juz tried to relax. In the end, found that we still have to relocate to another site. Totally moved everything over, all over again. By the time we finished moving, is already 2+. With the place super damp, as though there's some kind of rain earlier on, we still gotta sleep there(without any 'shelter' again..). Really wonder what's happening to the commanders, where's the welfare out there..? Everybody juz sleep on the ground all that, without any groundsheet all that. Another day spent without much sleep again. *Sighz*
Third Day
Spent the early morning waiting for the daybreak. Other than that, everything else is juz too damp for my liking. Seems that SAF really love to drag their feet. By the time we got out of thre, is already 2.30 like that. Went back camp, settle everything that we used before 5. Hopefully tomorrow don't have to do anything.
Lost & Tired
Spent the time thinking about 'everything' again. Generally the feeling of lost surfaced the most. Everything out there that counts the most, actually is money. Everyone back for the reservist is only thinking of themselves. Really find it no point to help them out. But in the end, still help them out, by doing the rest of the things needed. Hopefully, can finish everything and juz get out of there. Really tired of the place already... Think of 'stuff' onli will aggravates the Lost feelings in me.
I need a hug, anyone???
Cy | Nitez ya