Kinda missed my childhood..Alot of blanks in it..Guess its wat u get when u got things that u dun like to remember happen..I believe sadness does accelerate your learning curve..Like rushing you to be more mature like tat..Alot of things happened recently, with my grandma passin away two weeks back, and my dad also doin the same thing half a year ago...guess i haven't really gotten over it...anyway..Life is really fragile...Cherish your time...